Stars and darkness.

 You gave me an autumn

You gave me a winter

You gave me a spring

Don't you think you owe me a summer as well?

You looked beautiful that night.

Then:

We share a bed but we don't talk much.

Now:

We used to share a bed and we don't talk at all.

23.

A field without daisies, is hell.

A dream without a plan, is hell.

A touch without sweat, is hell.

A coffee without my lips, is hell.

A night without a drink, is hell.

A lollipop without your mouth, is hell.

A shirt that you used to like, is hell.

Your perfume in somebody else’s skin, it’s a fact.

Last thoughts.

This city is full of dead cats.

Especially in your road. People drive fast there. 

Maybe they are trying to avoid you, something I could never do.

I was thinking today that I never showed you my hometown.

Maybe it wasn’t mean to be.

I told you, it wasn’t something great, something worth seeing.

The thing is that I didn’t know that I really believed it.

Oh, the things you learn in a quiet Tuesday..

Still 31.

I don't want to be curious 

and I just want to be your friend 

but I really want to ask you something..

Have you ever dreamed of me?

and i don't mean with company. 

I hate company. 

I'm talking about me. Just ME. Exactly how I like it.

Also I saw you the other day staring at my lips, 

you have never taste them, right?

So I have a simple question 

and yes I am being curious 

and I don't want to be your friend..

would you mind if I make all your dreams come true?

31 days

It's fucking August and I feel cold most of the time.
I learned a lot of things about a lot of things. They made me sick.
Believe me, from now on I hate people.
Everybody will let you donw.
Every single one.


Well maybe my mom won't do it after all. But I will do it to her so whats the point anyway.
Shit will always be shit.