The Friday that change it all.

Is not that I'm thinking about it but I have a question..

Will you ever love me again like you did that January? 

No? I thought so..

Can it be true?

The damage is done.

This is what I always do.

This is what I did.

But I was good, I promise.

I was sweet and patient and loving and all.

But the damage is done.

You were like New Year’s Eve to me.

I was waiting for you like a child.

I was going to make myself a better person for you,

But like all New Year’s resolutions I failed to keep my promises.

The last tear totally ruined my contacts.

What I want to say is that I’ve ruined way too many.

The cycle is closing.

Lucky me.

I don't know where should I start to tell you how I feel,
You don't want to listen,
I don't want to hear.
It's like 2008 all over again.
Oh, you don't know about 2008?
Lucky you.
I still got eveything inside me.
Nevermind.
Just tell me how do I look when I kiss a statue.


By the way you are the statue.

Stars and darkness.

 You gave me an autumn

You gave me a winter

You gave me a spring

Don't you think you owe me a summer as well?

You looked beautiful that night.

Then:

We share a bed but we don't talk much.

Now:

We used to share a bed and we don't talk at all.

23.

A field without daisies, is hell.

A dream without a plan, is hell.

A touch without sweat, is hell.

A coffee without my lips, is hell.

A night without a drink, is hell.

A lollipop without your mouth, is hell.

A shirt that you used to like, is hell.

Your perfume in somebody else’s skin, it’s a fact.

Last thoughts.

This city is full of dead cats.

Especially in your road. People drive fast there. 

Maybe they are trying to avoid you, something I could never do.

I was thinking today that I never showed you my hometown.

Maybe it wasn’t mean to be.

I told you, it wasn’t something great, something worth seeing.

The thing is that I didn’t know that I really believed it.

Oh, the things you learn in a quiet Tuesday..