Please just let me take your picture...

please, please, please..



Two weeks now I can hear a music. I always check my mobile, check around me but always nothing. It feels weird. I was never afraid as far as I remember but now I'm not that sure. Something is pushing me too far and all I seemed to do is hurt myself. I feel ill or should I say that I am for sure ill. Aspirin? No, thanks this won' t help I think.

I was watching a documentary today. I really wanted to write about it but I don't feel like right now. Everybody knows that I don't finish things. Well almost everybody. 

Now all I think about is my ending. I want it to be dramatic. I want it to be in my white car. Everything look better when they happen in white. Is like a camvas and that's what I like the most. I want "Pioneer to the falls" to play loud and when Pauls sings ... "but here it comes the fall" I want to close my eyes and see you and thank you for everything you've done. 

So don't go and fix my car please. It's not necessary. I've got everything figured out.

7 σχόλια:

  1. Ανώνυμος10/18/2010 2:29 π.μ.

    White dress. and by the time chris' "here comes the fall" touches your ear imagine the feeling of jumping off a building.
    But don't get anywhere close the edge. Just imagine it. We love you.

  2. oh my kind Watson. I always liked you best.


  3. πολυ ομορφο..
    ειδικα το τελος.. "white is like a camvas"


  4. frozen, i know what that feels!!just sinking...

    everybody's end is dramatic!no matter how it comes!only in some endings the adrenaline rush is bigger!!

  5. I used to want something simple.or i didnt even knew what i wanted. now i wanted all. drama and adrenaline.everything.

  6. self-destructive or just fooling around?
    if it's both then curious i am to read what's next..


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